I am in Class X and I have Science Board exam today at 2 p.m today. As usual, I woke up late and have so many chapters to cover and then revise . My mother was calling me from the kitchen, I was literally lost in thoughts on how to finish off my pending chapters. I just rushed to the loo and moved to my favourite place in my home which is pooja room and closed the door. I closed my eyes , trying to relax myself a bit before getting to start. Slowly started turning pages to see how much to cover , and my heartbeat started beating at faster rate. Meanwhile a voice from kitchen came along for breakfast , I thought I will first have something in stomach to gain up energy. Mom made hot idlis with Onion Sambar, was so delighted to see that but one side my exams tension was stopping me to enjoy them , finished off fast and ran back to start my studies.
Time ran faster and its already 12.30 pm and I have to get ready to school. With loads of tension by not completing very important sections in Zoology and the diagrams , I started getting to the school without having lunch and praying loads and loads to my favourite god "Rayaru". Promising him that i will visit to local Rayaru mutt if I do well. My mother wished me good luck and started walking to my school for 30 minutes, on the way I started recalling certain sections which I was afraid off, could not recollect completely and finally reached school.
There I could see few of my classmates who are quiet cool and discussing certain things, I avoided everyone and ran directly to my exam hall and bell rang. Prayed god a lot and went to my desk where my roll no was written on it. I was ready with two Hero pens fully loaded with Ink, scale and pencil sharpened for digrams and etc for exams. Teacher came in and checked everyone's Hall Ticket and started distributing the answer sheets to everyone. we wished each other good luck and was praying god again bribing him with loads of promises.
Its the time for the last warning bell after that teacher will distribute question papers! everyone are excited to see it and I am waiting for my turn , I received mine in my hand, I could not control my tears , my heart stopped beating, hands shivering , felt the whole world turned against me, my prayers are wasted, I could do nothing in my life, What would I answer to my parents when I go home?
I wanted to check once again , I closed my eyes and prayed god for a while , read the question paper again, written in bold "Mathematics class X"....!!!! BANG!!!
I have no words , tears rolling from my cheeks, staring the question paper for a while.... I could do nothing other than crying and praying god... Thought of my mom a while and tears started rolling faster and formed a little pool on the small hole in my desk . I could see whole class was looking at me as it was PIN DROP SILENCE... Teacher came to me and asked me, I could only cry ...no words and she offered some water to cool down , and am back to my desk..... Going through the question paper again more than ten times...hands are shivering again....closed my eyes to cool myself!!!!! At Far distance I could hear some male's voice, "Chinnu wake up its time to go to office, its getting late!!!" GRrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr........
What??? I am going to office? without passing Xth std ??? loads of confusions started in my mind and could feel someone is shaking me ,I opened my eyes and saw it was my husband who did this, finally came to realise that "ITs my Dream..............." and I could feel that really tears were on my cheeks... and took some time to realise that I did finish my Xth Std with good percentage, finished Engineering , and now working as a software Engineer.....
Time ran faster and its already 12.30 pm and I have to get ready to school. With loads of tension by not completing very important sections in Zoology and the diagrams , I started getting to the school without having lunch and praying loads and loads to my favourite god "Rayaru". Promising him that i will visit to local Rayaru mutt if I do well. My mother wished me good luck and started walking to my school for 30 minutes, on the way I started recalling certain sections which I was afraid off, could not recollect completely and finally reached school.
There I could see few of my classmates who are quiet cool and discussing certain things, I avoided everyone and ran directly to my exam hall and bell rang. Prayed god a lot and went to my desk where my roll no was written on it. I was ready with two Hero pens fully loaded with Ink, scale and pencil sharpened for digrams and etc for exams. Teacher came in and checked everyone's Hall Ticket and started distributing the answer sheets to everyone. we wished each other good luck and was praying god again bribing him with loads of promises.
Its the time for the last warning bell after that teacher will distribute question papers! everyone are excited to see it and I am waiting for my turn , I received mine in my hand, I could not control my tears , my heart stopped beating, hands shivering , felt the whole world turned against me, my prayers are wasted, I could do nothing in my life, What would I answer to my parents when I go home?
I wanted to check once again , I closed my eyes and prayed god for a while , read the question paper again, written in bold "Mathematics class X"....!!!! BANG!!!
I have no words , tears rolling from my cheeks, staring the question paper for a while.... I could do nothing other than crying and praying god... Thought of my mom a while and tears started rolling faster and formed a little pool on the small hole in my desk . I could see whole class was looking at me as it was PIN DROP SILENCE... Teacher came to me and asked me, I could only cry ...no words and she offered some water to cool down , and am back to my desk..... Going through the question paper again more than ten times...hands are shivering again....closed my eyes to cool myself!!!!! At Far distance I could hear some male's voice, "Chinnu wake up its time to go to office, its getting late!!!" GRrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr........
What??? I am going to office? without passing Xth std ??? loads of confusions started in my mind and could feel someone is shaking me ,I opened my eyes and saw it was my husband who did this, finally came to realise that "ITs my Dream..............." and I could feel that really tears were on my cheeks... and took some time to realise that I did finish my Xth Std with good percentage, finished Engineering , and now working as a software Engineer.....
